Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Turning 20...

Wow it's been already been 20 years. I am definitely feeling indifferent about turning 20. This is the first time where I didn't really wanna celebrate my birthday. I feel so much older than everyone else in my year cuz I probably am. In the next few years, I will be expected to graduate, get a good job, get married and have kids. It's a whole 'nother decade... ahh man I dunno what to say. The future kinda freaks me out sometimes when I really think bout it... That's why I feel this summer has been so great. The best yet. It's going by really fast, just like with my first year of college. Sometimes I would I could just slow time down and live in a moment. I sound so weird right now. Truth is, growing up scares me. There is alot of pressure on me to succeed and its overwhelming at times. Before I know it, I'll be turning 21. It's going by fast.
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  1. alwayzdasweetieSeptember 2, 2009 at 11:49 PM

    I know what you mean, Chris. :/ We're at that point in life where we'll probably finish off our schooling, settle into our own careers and own families and such.... I get the same pressure, too..

    But hey, don't think about it in the aspect that life is passing by fast, think of it as a turning point in a hecka long lifetime ahead :D Knowing you, I know you'll make the most of it all.

    Plus, this day is to celebrate the fact that you're here with all of us! (..that you were born in the first place!!!!!) :] Have a good birthday, Chris Doan!!!! ^^

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  2. SokhoSeptember 3, 2009 at 1:08 AM

    well at least when you turn 21 you wont remember it

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