freedom...

Things at home have been kinda crazy. My parents and I aren't getting along at all. Ever since I came back at home from OSU, my attitude has changed alot. At college, I can go wherever and come back whenever. At home, my mom is always checking up on me. It's driving me crazy. I understand how they feel, it's just I can worry about myself now. Every single time we argue, it's like they gang up on me. Their train of thought and ways is so traditional in the Vietnamese culture. I know for a fact it'll be different with my generation. I don't know if they'll ever understand this. I feel even worse for my sister because I know she will go through the same I've gone through with my parents. They are even worst on her. They keep her chained up in this place called home. My mom is like her shadow, never leaving her side. She's still young though. It's only a matter of time.

There's no trust in this family whatsoever. So what if I'm going to come home late? I can take care of myself. I just wanna hang out with my friends before school starts again. Is it so much to ask for from them? The time that is left is very short. Hyelin and Andrew are heading back to New York soon. Not to mention UP starts in like three weeks. I gotta get out of here. They took my car away... I don't need it anyways. It's only a means to get to places. I don't need a car for that, even though it would be easier.

On a lighter note, I went to a gay club last night. I was doing for friend. Plus, I wanted to experience it to say that "yeah, I've been to a gay club" haha. I wanted to take a step on the "other side". It wasn't all that excited anyways. Just loud techno music and a bunch of lesbos (nolies). This didn't really help with my headache. I felt like I was gonna have seizure. The freaking lights...

bad grammar, I know. just writing my thoughts