temptations...

So tonight I went out with an old friend from high school. Got food at montage and watched Love and Other Drugs (Alotta sex scenes in this movie).We've always had this kinda chemistry. I cant really explain what it is. Sometimes I get this subtle vibe from her at times when we hang out, which is rarely ever. Like I said before, I havent really gone for anyone in awhile... I think I can interpret signs well enough to know when someone likes you. I find myself in situations where I could've made some sort of move, but I dont. Damn... I am a lil wuss. Anyone but her...

coming back...

Damn, its been awhile since I've wrote on this. I dunno where to start. The term is going by really fast. I feel like theres been alotta drinking... haha since I am legal to drink now. Kinda for everyone to turn 21 already so I can enjoy it more. Going out around portland is pretty chill. Corvallis is kinda ehhh yeahh... I should've applied to pharmacy school this year.. just too lazy. I think I had a pretty good chance too. Ehh oh well theres next year. I really dont wanna go anywhere else besides OSU for pharmacy unless I have to. It'd kinda be tight to live in Cali or Nevada.

What else is there to talk bout.. hmmm not much going on. ohh yeah I've been thinking. I think it's about to have a girlfriend. Feels like forever since I've been with a girl... Ever since college started, I didnt wanna commit. Just being a "friend" and getting stuck in that zone. Not for me anymore. I hope I'm more mature than I was in high school. I didnt even know what I want though. I don't even believe that there is a perfect person out there for every one. It's just the one you end up with.. haha. Pretty simple minded but yeah, its whatever. We'll see what happens. Who knows? I can even end with a guy... haha fuck that! Gonna start going for it now. Not gonna make the same mistakes as before. Hopefully.