first week back

Back at OSU, once again. Ever since I've been back, everyday has pretty much felt like a "friday". Been doing alot of catching up and hanging out with friends. There are ALOT of freshmans! haha It's weird I used to be one of them, but now I pretty much know my around this place. I haven't even thought about school yet. Still need to buy some books! At least my refund check is coming in soon. Gonna do some shopping with that money lol. Especially since I have my car down here, I can do some lil modifications to it I've been wanting to do for a while.

It definitely feels nice to see some faces again. I have to admit the first night I came down, sleeping in this whole complex by myself was kinda freaky. I dunno no one was here sunday night. I got like two hours of sleep... waking up in the morning is just as cold as I remembered it fuckkkk. All this sun is gonna end soon and its gonna suck. I already miss home. I miss food always being there for me, instead of me cooking it lol. I miss my dog. I miss my parents listening to cai luong... weird. I miss my all my friends that don't go here. Summer was sweet! The best yet! Too bad it had to end and college had to happen again.

Turning 20...

Wow it's been already been 20 years. I am definitely feeling indifferent about turning 20. This is the first time where I didn't really wanna celebrate my birthday. I feel so much older than everyone else in my year cuz I probably am. In the next few years, I will be expected to graduate, get a good job, get married and have kids. It's a whole 'nother decade... ahh man I dunno what to say. The future kinda freaks me out sometimes when I really think bout it... That's why I feel this summer has been so great. The best yet. It's going by really fast, just like with my first year of college. Sometimes I would I could just slow time down and live in a moment. I sound so weird right now. Truth is, growing up scares me. There is alot of pressure on me to succeed and its overwhelming at times. Before I know it, I'll be turning 21. It's going by fast.